Human stories

Ganna Yarovenko is a Ukrainian journalist and filmmaker. Since the start of the full-scale war, she, along with her mother and children, found refuge in the Polish town of Mława. Despite everything, Ganna continues to work on her film projects. She is currently working on a documentary titled «Mama's Voice», which tells the story of an extraordinary friendship between a Polish and a Ukrainian mother amidst the war and the psychological crises their families have faced.

Waking up in Kyiv - falling asleep in Warsaw

I was in Kyiv when the full-scale war began. We had not prepared any emergency suitcases, just gathered our important documents. At 5 am, I woke up to the sound of wailing cars. My windows overlook the Batyeva Hill, and there were flocks of crows, screeching as if we were in medieval times. I immediately knew something was happening. When I turned on the TV, everything became clear. Putin was on the screen, announcing the start of his so-called special operation. My godfather called me and told me a missile had landed near his home. That is when I gathered my children, my mother, and our documents, and we headed to a village near Irpin, where my father lived.

Back in the 1990s, when I was making a program about the war in Bosnia and Herzegovina, one of the key lessons I learned was that when fighting begins, you should head to the countryside. Supposedly, you have a better chance of survival there

There is firewood, water from a well and a garden. However, one saying stuck with me - if you have children - you are as good as dead because they will slow you down in every way. Almost immediately after we arrived, we could hear the sound of fighting and artillery fire in Hostomel, not far from where we were. Fighter jets flew over our house.

I knew we could not stay there. That night, we slept fully dressed, but I could not close my eyes. I did not sleep for three days from the start of the war. At 1 am, I heard a powerful explosion. I screamed, «Get up! You have ten minutes to pack. We are leaving.» As we drove toward Kyiv along the Warsaw Highway, huge columns of military equipment were on the move. At first, I thought they were our Ukrainian tanks, but it turned out they were Russian. Later, I learned that by 6 am, those tanks were shooting at civilian cars in Bucha. Those three hours saved our lives. My mother left with us, but my father stayed behind. The next morning, he found himself under occupation.

Simply fate

We spent 25 hours in the long queue at the Ukrainian-Polish border. During that time, I remembered a journalist who once interviewed me when my film «Free People» was shown at the Jagiellonian Festival in Lublin. I wrote to her: «Marianna, I am terribly sorry, but right now I am standing at the border with my mother and two children. What would you recommend I do in this situation?» Almost immediately, through social media, she found a Polish family who agreed to take us in.

Adapting to a foreign country was not easy. First of all, you know nothing. It feels like being thrown into water, like a kitten. Suddenly, you drop to the level of a five-year-old

But the biggest surprise was the Polish family we ended up with - Kaja and Janusz Prusinowski. When they showed us around their home, I saw a disc on the wall titled «Heart». I had brought the same disc home from Lviv in 2015. My ex-husband and I listened to it so much that we practically wore it out. And now, five years later, I found myself meeting the creator of that music in person. I had spent my whole life working with ethnography, making films about folk musicians, and here, under these circumstances, I found myself in the home of Poland’s most renowned folk musicians.

The Poles have a beautiful word: «los». It corresponds to the word fate - something inevitable. And this was exactly that kind of «los» in our lives. The very next day after we arrived, Kaja and I went to the local school. At that time, Orest was 13, and Malva was 5. Orest was immediately accepted into the 7th grade, and Malva into kindergarten. We lived with the Prusinowskis for three months, and it was there that the idea for a new documentary film was born - this time, an autobiographical one. My sister Larisa encouraged me to pursue the idea and even helped with the finances.

«Mama's Voice»

The completed film tells the story of my life with the Polish family from my perspective. It is a story about female strength and mutual support, about how my daughter Malva longs for her father, and how my son Orest is forced to grow up quickly. There are several storylines in the film: one focuses on the strength of women, another on the relationship between father and daughter, their longing for each other, and the impossibility of reuniting. There are also scenes with my parents. In fact, I have a lot of footage that did not make the final cut. With the material I have filmed, I could create a four-part series. Every scene says something meaningful to the viewer.

One of the most philosophical scenes in the film takes place early in the morning when Kaja and I sit by the lake. After surgery on my throat, my voice had become raspy, as if I had smoked my entire life. I wanted to talk about my voice while we were by the lake. Could it ever be restored? Kaja gave me advice and guided me through vocal exercises. We even sang together. It was a strange, dreamlike state - there we were, holding hands, singing a song about the sun, with the lake bathed in sunlight. It was not rehearsed, we had not planned anything in advance. At one point, Kaja whistled a tune and asked: «Do you hear the frogs croaking?». I replied: «Yes, everything alive has its own voice, but I feel half-alive». That scene became the inspiration for the film’s title - «Mama's Voice». Another interesting scene involves making a traditional doll called motanka. I taught Kaja how to make one, and as we worked, we talked about life, children, and our marriages, eventually transitioning to the topics of war and Putin. I suggested: «Let’s make a motanka doll of Putin, cast a spell on it, and burn it». It was a kind of protest, with the hope that the doll would take Putin with it. It was all spontaneous, without consulting any witches or fortune-tellers - it came from a place of genuine impulse and sincerity. The hardest part was watching myself on screen.

It is a purely psychological challenge because you never see yourself objectively. You focus only on your flaws, and I had to wrestle with that. Twice, I have battled cancer. I was a completely different woman before the illness, and it had taken a toll on me physically

The overall concept of the film was to express gratitude to Poland for welcoming my family and four million other Ukrainians as brothers and sisters.

This film is not about how poor and unfortunate we are. It explores women’s friendship and core human values. We started filming in April 2022, and the last day of filming was January 2nd 2024 when a neighbouring building in Kyiv was bombed. The blast shattered the windows and doors of both my apartment and my parents' home. Unfortunately, I do not know what tomorrow will bring, so the film ends with that scene and the acknowledgement that the war continues.

Freedom is the most precious thing

But my life is not just about the films. In the town of Mława, where we still live, we have established a community centre with the support of the St. Nicholas Foundation. We work with Ukrainian children there. Sadly, many of them still speak Russian, and it is during my lessons that they hear Ukrainian. They also open up about their problems. I have introduced a historical component to the centre as well. From time to time, I organise museum tours so the children can learn about the history of Poland, which has been eye-opening for me. Many did not know what the Polish-Lithuanian Commonwealth was. Some thought it was a type of sausage, while others believed it was the name of a medicine. We also have creative workshops where we sculpt, draw and sew. Currently, our team consists of just three people: me, a Ukrainian English teacher and a psychologist. The psychologist helps the older children - those after 8th grade - take career aptitude tests and figure out their future paths.

Of course, we want to return to Ukraine, but only once the war is over

I also have health issues, and I am dependent on medication for the rest of my life. I worry that I will not be able to find the necessary medicines in Ukraine. Currently, I am under the care of an oncology hospital in Warsaw and undergo regular checkups. You know, during the first six months in Poland, I did not feel any emotions. I could not cry or laugh. It was as if I had become like my favourite character from Pirates of the Caribbean, Jack Sparrow. I do not know why, but sometimes I feel just like him - always finding a way out of the toughest situations. That is how I manage.

Sometimes, I wonder what post-war Ukraine will be like. I hope our neighbouring countries become independent states, and that Russia collapses. I want Ukraine to become a member of NATO and the EU, and for everyone to stop lying. I do not know how realistic this is. I am deeply angry that this war and the Russians have robbed me of time with my father and my children of moments with their grandfather. Those are moments that will never return. I am furious that the windows of my apartment are shattered, our cities and villages are being destroyed, and people are dying. It is terrifying to think about the world our children are growing up in. My grandfather, who survived a concentration camp, always taught me that the most precious thing in life is freedom. I dream and believe that freedom will always remain with the Ukrainian people.

After photographer Evgeniy Maloletka, videographer Mstyslav Chernov and fixer Vasylysa Stepanenko managed to escape the Russian-encircled Mariupol in mid-March 2022, their footage from the first 20 days of the occupation caused a massive global reaction.

Today, Evgeniy Maloletka holds more international and national awards than any other Ukrainian photographer - around 40. Notably, he is a Pulitzer Prize laureate for Public Service, a recipient of the James Foley Award for Conflict Reporting, and the Shevchenko and Georgiy Gongadze national prizes. He also won an Oscar for the documentary «20 Days in Mariupol». We spoke with Evgeniy about the feelings of futility when facing human indifference, the people who helped him escape from occupation, his ambitions to make it into history books and the strategies he uses to avoid burnout.

«Camera does not protect you»

Kseniya Minchuk: How did you start photographing the war?

Evgeniy Maloletka: Although I have a degree in electronic devices and systems engineering, photography captivated me during my student years. I worked for several editorial offices. In 2010, I went to cover the protests in Belarus. After that, I documented both sides of our revolution: the protests for and against Yanukovych, and then Maidan. I worked in conflict zones around the world, including various UN missions in Africa. Eventually, I found myself on the train that brought me to the war.

I am originally from Berdyansk. When I looked at the map and saw Russia intensifying its actions, I realised that a full-scale war was inevitable. And when you understand that something terrible, like war, is about to happen, you ask yourself: «Where do I want to be, and what do I want to do? Where do I need to be to make that happen?» Although when that «terrible» thing arrives, plans can break. But at the very least, you should be technically prepared, which is what I did.

From there, the most important thing is your knowledge and your ability to adapt quickly. The more you know and the faster you react, the more you can accomplish.

- One of the most heart-wrenching photos by Evgeniy Maloletka, and of the war in general, is the series from Mariupol where young parents rush to the hospital with their injured baby, only to learn that the child has died. It is unimaginably devastating. How do you cope with the pain you witness and capture with your camera? Is photography itself a method?

- Definitely not. The camera does not protect you. You keep looking at these people in the photos and you go through it with them. The faces of the parents, and later the doctors - you see the hope fade from their eyes... and that pain never leaves you, it stays with you forever. I live with it. Constantly. I had to learn how to coexist with it.

The footage from «20 Days in Mariupol» - is the pain that will stay with me for the rest of my life. I saw it live. I have rewatched the film many times, and now I do not cry anymore. But inside, the emotions are still incredibly heavy and intense.

For me, every photo of the war is the most terrifying. They are like flashbacks, like a dream. Like something that happened to someone else. But no - it happened to me.

I am constantly confronted with grief. I have to edit, show it to the world, look at the photos of other photographers. Human bodies, destroyed buildings, lives taken. These emotions are overwhelming. And there is still so much more horror I will have to capture.

Sometimes the things you did not capture are more terrifying

What keeps me going is the awareness that I am doing a small, yet important job. Hoping that it is not in vain. That the world will see it, remember it, because every photograph represents a human story. And it is crucial that we ourselves do not forget our own history. That is why I keep doing it.

- You have documented the protests against Yanukovych that led to his removal, the pandemic and now the war. Do you see your work as an important mission?

- Sometimes it is disappointing when photos get little attention. But other times, a story I captured goes viral. The more you work and the more your photos are seen and elicit a reaction, the stronger the sense that it is not in vain.

At least, I hope it is not.

I understand that only the things we remember will remain in history

We will remember people’s stories through the photos and videos that moved us. Only a small part of what has happened during this war will make it into history.

I hope the work we are doing will end up in books and textbooks so future generations can learn what our people went through and understand what war really is.

- Do you feel any satisfaction from what you do?

- That is a tough question. Yes and no. Because I photograph horrifying things that people do not want to see. And you force them to look. People, especially outside Ukraine, in Europe for example, mostly want to see positive things. Even here, we tend to think like that. If the strike hit the house next door and not ours - thank God! But in that neighbouring house, people died...

- Have there been moments when you could not bring yourself to photograph what was happening?

- Of course. There were times when I put the camera down and helped because no one else was around. If you see that you can help in some way, you do it.

«We went through 16 Russian checkpoints, and they let us through each one»

- You arrived in Mariupol an hour before the war started. Did you understand what you were getting into?

- Yes. It is impossible to predict every detail, but Mstyslav Chernov, Vasylysa Stepanenko and I knew that the city would likely be encircled. We went to Mariupol deliberately, to be surrounded. Consciously.

Of course, it was terrifying. We travelled at night, and it was eerily quiet and tense. We prepared for various scenarios and even joked that we were heading to the city that would become one of the starting points of World War III...

- How often were you under fire in Mariupol?

- Constantly. I would wake up in the morning at the hotel and go outside to film the building across the street because it had just been destroyed. There was no need to travel anywhere.

- You worked without electricity, water, the internet, and under constant danger. What decisions saved your lives?

- We were lucky in many ways, but some specific decisions and people truly saved our lives. There were tough moments when we barely escaped from areas that the occupiers had already surrounded.

For a while, we lived in a hospital that sheltered us. We became friends with the doctors, sleeping in the corridors where everyone had moved to avoid the shelling, and when necessary, we helped carry stretchers with the wounded. Then the building next to us was taken by the Russians. Tanks rolled out onto the streets. Their forces advanced, and aircraft were deployed. Street fighting raged around the hospital, and we were inside. Then our military came for us and said, «Pack up, we are running». And we ran with them. That saved us.

Another instance was when we finally got out of the encircled area, but I lost my car - it was destroyed. A police officer named Volodymyr offered to drive us out of Mariupol. He risked his life and the lives of his family to take us in his car, even though we had met just two days earlier.

His car was shot up, the windows were gone, but it was still drivable. He, his wife, and their child took the three of us (myself, Vasylysa, and Mstyslav) into their vehicle. And that is how we got out.

- Vasylysa told me this story, and I still can not grasp how you managed to pull it off…

- We passed through 15 or 16 Russian checkpoints, and at each one, they let us through. The occupiers had only just begun implementing their filtration process. Perhaps it helped that we did not take the same route as others. The truth is, you never know exactly what saved you. But if the Russians had found the footage we shot or realised we were Ukrainian journalists, we all would have suffered - us, and Volodymyr with his family.

One warrior does not make a battle

- There is a concept known as «survivor’s guilt», a feeling often experienced by those who fled the war and went abroad. Did you feel something similar when you escaped Mariupol?

- We thought about why we could not stay longer, especially because we did not capture the events at the drama theatre, where so many people died... But the fact that we survived at all - that is a miracle.

- Vasylysa mentioned her fear of going to Mariupol, and that your and Mstyslav’s confidence inspired her. Is it easier to work in a team or alone?

- There is a saying, «One warrior does not make a battle». I am convinced of that. In difficult circumstances, you need to be with people you trust, who are on the same wavelength as you.

If, God forbid, you get injured, you need to have your people by your side, who know what to do. Mstyslav had significant experience working in war zones, and I had some experience in our own war.

In the summer of 2021, I took a course in first aid. I already knew how to apply tourniquets and do other essential things, but refreshing those skills is critical when you live in a country at war. Life taught me how to act during shellings.

Vasylysa and I started working together about a month before the full-scale invasion. Before Mariupol, we actually tried to talk her out of going. But she made her choice because she wanted to be with us. She took the risk. She is brave.

- Who inspires you?

- Mstyslav, Vasylysa and I inspire each other. But above all, I am inspired by our people.

Ukrainians are incredibly strong. They have suffered so much from the war, but they do not give up. I often see soldiers who have been wounded but have not lost their immense life potential and energy. For example, there is a soldier who underwent about 60 surgeries and had both limbs amputated. He says: «It’s nothing. I have my whole life ahead of me». He is undergoing rehabilitation and can now walk up the stairs by himself. His goal is to «get his two kids on their feet». How can you not be inspired by that?

My grandmother worked until she was 82, until her last day. She was an engineer and had been disabled since childhood due to polio. Despite having a severe disability, she went to work every day. It was hard for her to climb to the third floor, but she did it. She always said that you can not just sit or lie down, that you have to keep moving. After the full-scale invasion began, my parents had to leave their home and became internally displaced. But my father did not fall into depression or anything like that. Even at over 60, he continues to work.

I do not want to sound pretentious, but what is the point of life if you are only doing everything for yourself? I realise that in war, it is those who care who show up. And I never want to stop caring

For me, it is important not to stand aside. To take part in something that matters.

It is also crucial not to burn out. We are in the middle of a long marathon, and we need to maintain the pace to make it to the end - without losing strength or the sense of why we are doing it.

- But how? What helps you with that?

- It is a difficult period right now. I try not only to photograph but also to help my colleagues, especially young talented photographers, develop. That inspires me too.

- Are there any photographs that make you feel joyful and happy?

- Of course. I love taking pictures of my son. Watching him grow, mature and just seeing how cool he is.

- What can each of us do to help achieve victory?

- We should all do what we do best. Every day. How else? Some people fight, some make drones, others protest abroad, and we do journalism. It all matters. Every action. Every person.

Tetyana Bondarenko is an actress. Before the full-scale invasion, she played at the Kyiv theatre on Mykhailivska St., acted in episodical roles in movies, translated English content for Ukrainian TV channels, worked as a lab assistant in the scientific research laboratory at the Borys Grinchenko University. On February 24 2022, her life, like the lives of millions of Ukrainians, changed completely. During that time, when many were already leaving Kyiv, Tetyana came into the recruiting office with a strong intention of joining the Territorial Defence. She has been fighting since Autumn 2022. At first as a shooter in the infantry, now - as a drone operator. Tetyana with the codename «Bond» told Sestry about her life at war, her motivation and battling sexism on the frontlines.

Making the recruitment office listen

- The plan to join the Armed Forces of Ukraine actually formed even before the full-scale war, - Tetyana says. - In 2014, when the fighting in Donbas broke out, I came to the «Kozatsky» hotel on Khreshchatyk St., where volunteers were being recruited, and said that I wanted to join one of the battalions. The recruiter looked at me with apparent scepticism: «And who are you? A medic? Cook?» «An actress» - I replied.

I think he threw away my application the moment I left the hotel. Since that day, I was often haunted by thoughts that I was doing nothing while someone else was protecting the country. And at the beginning of 2022, I had no doubt about the imminence of a full-scale invasion and decided to apply to the Territorial Defence in January. I considered it to be a good way to, firstly, prepare myself for the war, and secondly, learn to handle weapons, which would be useful in my career as an actress (I have always wanted to play strong and belligerent women).

The full-scale war began when I already collected all the necessary documents for the Territorial Defence - the only thing left was for me to write a short autobiography. Having heard the first explosions outside my window, I began writing it at once - and at 9 AM I was on the spot with all the required papers.

Women do not belong here

- People often ask me when I was really scared during the war. And so I think that it would be the moment I was first given a weapon, having no idea how to use it. I was horrified of doing something wrong… Our first target practice took place on March 8th. It is an important date for me as a feminist - a day of women’s struggle for their rights. Being at a training ground that day with a weapon in hand, I felt that I was doing what I had to.

- When in particular did you end up on the frontlines?

- This did not happen immediately. At first, I was stationed at a checkpoint near Kyiv. We spent the whole Spring learning combat tactics, explosives and more. Before long we went to the combat zone but stayed in reserve for a while, 3-4 kilometres away from the battles. Our company was sent to the frontlines specifically at the end of October 2022. Then a situation happened that became a great disappointment to me.

There were only two women in my company: me and a combat medic. And we were the only ones to not be sent «to die» until the last minute. The commander of the unit we were in proclaimed stubbornly: «We do not take women to the frontlines!». While half of the men in our company were laid off at the trench digging stage in reserve: there were many people 40+ years of age in the Territorial Defence, and some strained their backs, for some problems with the joints or blood pressure «appeared». As a result, only 35 people went to the line which was supposed to be «held» by 70 people. The female medic and I, who were prepared and motivated, were not engaged because of the fact that we were women.

Our unit’s leader tried to convince the commander of the air assault company that I and my comrade could fight but he said: «Alright, you can take them with you. But if they are going to start crying the next day, you are going to be at fault»

But they did not take us anyway. When wrote a report to the commander, he sent my comrade to a field hospital and me to a different company, whose positions were easier. He said I have to stay there for a while at first, and then if I manage it, I could come back to my company. Unfortunately, my company did not stick around for me to come - the enemy literally destroyed it, only three people were unharmed. The rest - all «WIA» and two «KIA». Then, I told my mother that it would not be an enemy’s bullet that would kill me in this war but instead sexism that becomes absurd, and stupidity shown by my own people.

By gender

- What do you think is the reason for sexism?

- This is, unfortunately, our culture. 90 per cent of people in the army are yesterday’s civilians. This is a kind of section, a mirror of society, in which 70 per cent of men single-mindedly refuse to see an equal in a female. They think in stereotypes indoctrinated since their childhood, like: «The man is a defender, the woman is a caretaker». I think if they admit that women are strong, smart and can perform the same tasks as them, their worldview would crumble. If women are decent soldiers, it turns out that men are not exclusive in their heroism.

- What methods are effective in fighting sexism?

- I often see how some girls try to be kind and gentle in hopes that it would help establish good relationships with their comrades. Thinking that if they act like a girl, they would soon start acting like gentlemen. I have not seen this strategy work even once.

Personally, I have a strong reaction towards any signs of sexism. I am not afraid of being hated. At least I will be heard. And by the way, I am on good terms with most of my comrades. Thankfully, there are some reasonable people.

Sexism presents itself in many forms, most of the time in offensive comments or jokes toward women. And, in my opinion, men often underestimate women’s role in civil life during the war, when it is the women especially on whom the responsibility to care for the children and the elderly lies - and there are no medals, awards or prizes for this.

I even conducted a survey among my comrades - what would they choose: staying home alone with children like their wives or going to war. The overwhelming majority chose the second option.

One time, the wife of one of my comrades thanked me - she said that after speaking with me, her husband became more considerate of her «invisible» home duty

As for fighting sexism coming from the management, you can, for example, report it, which is what I do. But this might not always be effective, as orders like «We do not take women to the frontlines» are not documented on paper. They are given in verbally, and proving that the reason for you not being accepted somewhere was particularly sexism is difficult.

I am not an infantry soldier anymore, I am a drone operator - there is much less sexism in this area. Here I am allowed to participate in any operations with no questions, but I do know a girl, for instance, who was not allowed to take part in combat missions just this Winter. A lot depends on which management you will end up under. Which is truly absurd, since the army has a catastrophic lack of people.

But commanders continue dividing people by gender. For me, it is the same as segregating people by, for example, eye colour: «We do not send blue-eyed people to the frontlines because they are tender». I can not think of a single war task that a woman could not handle.

A machine gun is a quite heavy weapon but we all know successful female machine gunners. My comrade, a combat medic, received her call sign «The Ant» for carrying the injured twice her size out of the battlefield. The difference between a man and a woman is only that a woman does not have the right to make a mistake. If a man makes a mistake - it is normal, happens to everyone. But when a woman does it, she will immediately hear that her place is not in the war.

What women want

- The girls on the frontlines point out issues with female military uniform…

- In my battalion female uniform is unheard of. My physique is more or less boy-like, with small breasts, which allows me to wear a male uniform, tunics and T-shirts. There was a girl with a curvy shape in our unit, to whom the men’s body armour became a real problem. And even then, she was told she just did not know how to wear it.

The reality is that girls are forced to buy female uniforms themselves. The underwear provided is also only men’s. AFU’s pants are not suited for women’s thighs, they are uncomfortable in combat. That is why I bought a «British» uniform back in 2022 - the pants are much wider there, and I also purchased a women’s plate carrier and plates myself.

- Women’s everyday life is also connected with other difficulties - for example, painful periods. How do you manage this problem?

- In this matter, I got lucky once again because everything goes on relatively painless. I know girls who experience this much harder but they perform their duties and do not complain. And personal hygiene items can be changed even in blindages and on the frontline - it is enough to ask your male comrades to turn away. When the situation is that people can not leave the trenches for multiple days, they are even forced to relieve themselves into jars or bags, and this concerns both men and women.

It is not the time to die

- You literally burst into the fight, to the frontline. Are you not afraid?

- Obviously, there is a fear. I strive for combat but it does not mean I will be running under enemy fire and putting myself in danger on purpose. Last year, I was on the very combat line, when the enemy was 200 metres away from us and bullets really were flying over my head day and night. You sit in a blindage, look deep into the darkness and realise that an enemy grenade could land before you even see the enemy. In these moments you act on adrenaline - and this adrenaline does not let go of you for some more time after arriving at a relatively safe place.

You are exhausted and exhilarated at the same time because you realise: you went through hell and lived. There are moments when it really is a miracle you survived. I recall a situation when the enemy was shelling us with artillery, and our observation posts were in a ravine on the slope of one of the hills. We were hiding there in dugouts, dug by the Russians (it was impossible to dig new ones due to the constant presence of enemy drones).

At that time, I had a small individual dugout. The likelihood of a direct hit on our dugouts was low - it was quite difficult to hit them. And then I had a conflict with the company commander, and he sent me «into exile» to a control observation post (COP) - a place between the frontline and the permanent deployment point. Another soldier replaced me at my position. So, I was sitting at the COP and heard on the radio that a tank was shelling our positions. The next message was that there was one «KIA». It turned out that a hit landed near my dugout, a fragment pierced the roof, and the comrade who was in my dugout died on the spot...

- What helps you cope?

- Talking to my mom and friends. It is important to have people you can share your feelings with. Cigars also help to relieve acute stress. Not cigarettes, but cigars specifically; I learned to smoke cigars while in the Territorial Defense. This year, I sought help from a psychologist and I already feel a positive effect. Motivation also helps me to hold on.

- How can you outline it?

- When the full-scale invasion happened, I felt like I had been slapped. My country, my Kyiv, was hit so brazenly and deceitfully. I wanted to retaliate once and for all against the one who dared to do this. That is exactly what I am doing now.

Despite all the difficulties I face, I will defend this country because it is mine. While at war, I discovered Ukraine’s East for myself - unbelievably beautiful and now dear places to me.

As a feminist, I am used to standing up for my boundaries, defending my rights. The same is true here - I am defending my right to be myself in my country, defending its and my own independence.

And even if something were to happen to me, I would be peaceful, as I was fighting for a noble cause.

Photos from the heroine’s private archive

One warm evening, my love for music brought me to the Kyiv Spring Sounds Festival at the National Philharmonic in Kyiv. They would lure people in with Chopin and the name of the American pianist Kevin Kenner, who is considered one of the best performers of Chopin’s pieces today. At one time, a famous Polish conductor Stanisław Skrowaczewski, who worked with one and only Arthur Rubinstein, stated that Kevin Kenner’s interpretations of Chopin were the most expressive ones he had ever heard…

«Ukraine has its own identity and culture that have to be protected»

Kevin Kenner has been supporting Ukraine since the start of the full-scale invasion. He came from America to Kyiv for a concert with his wife, a Polish violinist Katarzyna Cieślik, for a single performance. The musician couple did it on their own initiative and at their own expense. For Kyiv to hear Kenner’s interpretation of Chopin’s concerto №1 for piano and orchestra, the musicians had put all their business aside and covered the distance of half the globe.

- For me, everything going on in your country today is a kind of cultural genocide, and I simply can’t and don’t want to tolerate this, - Kevin Kenner told Sestry after the first movement of the concert.

- Before 2022, I probably couldn’t have named even three Ukrainian composers. I had never heard of Lyatoshynsky, or for example, Kosenko before - and these are outstanding artists.

Their work has become a wonderful discovery for me, and now I am happy to promote this music worldwide. It enriches us and proclaims very clearly that Ukraine has its own identity and culture that have to be protected.

After these words, the pianist excused himself and hurried onto the stage, where, during the concert’s second movement, the orchestra of the National Philharmonic of Ukraine was playing Borys Lyatoshynsky (a suite from the music for Shakespeare’s «Romeo and Juliet» tragedy).

But before that, Kevin Kenner suddenly approached the microphone and announced that he wanted to present a close person for him to the audience. A small delicate brunette went up the stage and illuminated the visitors with he smile.

- Meet Yulia, - the American introduced the woman, - she is a Ukrainian, a meeting with whom was gifted to me by the war. And today, she and her children are a part of my family…

In February 2022, right after the Russian invasion of Ukraine, Kevin and his wife, Polish violinist Katarzyna Cieślik, decided to shelter a Ukrainian family at their apartment in Krakow’s centre. Kevin asked his colleague - a Ukrainian pianist, to help him find a family that needed shelter. As a result, the musician’s apartment in Krakow became inhabited by a poet, writer and journalist Yulia Berezhko-Kaminska, who miraculously managed to leave Bucha with her son and daughter alive.

- My wife and I wanted to make the lives of people who became hostages of terrifying events a little bit easier, - Kenner explained. - There are things that we do because we feel like it. Only later did we find out that Yulia was a poet and a writer - a genuine treasure of the Ukrainian culture.

He got to know Yulia personally in half a year after lending her the keys to his home. And then their roads became interlinked - both in life and art. Apart from the previously mentioned concert in Kyiv, he and Yulia Berezhko-Kaminska performed several music and literature concerts in Poland supporting Ukraine. One of them took place in Warsaw, in the Royal Castle. Yulia read her poetry on stage, and Kevin played his favourite music by Chopin and the Ukrainian composers, whom he had discovered thanks to her.

- Our rescue from Bucha and relocation to Krakow were like a moment of miracle for me, - Yulia Berezhko-Kaminska shares with the Sestry. - At the beginning of the invasion, there were such intense fights around us in Bucha that the rumbling of gunshots rarely stopped. There was no electricity, water or gas. At some point, we discovered that they were organising a «green corridor». I remember hesitating for a long time since we had been receiving information that people who left in convoys were getting shot.

On March 15th, my daughter left our hideout. We were all hiding in a cellar together, and then her friends started trying to get us out of that hell in their car. They had one free seat left, and my already adult daughter decided to go. But they got stuck for 5 whole days on the Yablunska street - the «road of death», where most of the cars with people trying to leave were shot up. I had no way to contact my daughter. At first, she stayed with her friends at a house with broken windows, and then they decided to break through. They were letting cars through one at a time. And the cars that came after my daughter’s were shot up…

Me and my son left separately. It was a lottery, I still hesitated and asked God to send me a dream with an answer on how to go on. And then I dreamed of standing at a railway station in Kyiv almost naked and barefoot in the winter’s cold with many people around. And because of this feeling of distress and of being so unsettled and helpless I woke up.

And I thought - no, we will stay, this is our home, and we have a supply of food and matches. But a neighbour came by later and told us that we had 5 minutes to decide whether we were going or not. And my son convinced me. This was the right decision as later my neighbours told me that the occupants had been going from house to house and asking about me.

After escaping Bucha, I was hit by a wave of despair. Where do we go? What do we do?

And then I pleaded: «God, just walk me on your roads the way it’s supposed to be, and bring me together with people I’m supposed to be with»

I wrote on Facebook about my problem. Offers came pouring in - me and my children were invited to France, Italy, Germany… Later, one of the musicians from Kyiv I knew asked me: «Do you want to go to Krakow?» I intuitively answered «Yes». Everything immediately started to fall into place, and unfamiliar people opened the doors of their wonderful apartment in the centre of Krakow to us. They were in America at the time, but they were not afraid of letting strangers into their Polish home.

Kevin and his wife became our guardian angels. When we finally met, they took us for a vacation. They rented a house out in the nature, and we spent over a week together talking. We spent time outside in the fresh air, played games, laughed and organised a concert there with Kevin. Thanks to our friendship, he began discovering Ukrainian music and then sharing his discoveries with his students (Kevin Kenner teaches at Frost School of Music at the University of Miami - Author). He also started performing in a Vyshyvanka (traditional Ukrainian shirt) I gifted him.

The visit of the American pianist and his wife to Ukraine is the fulfilment of Kevin’s promise to Yulia. He promised to visit Kyiv despite the war and play for the Ukrainian people, and also visit Bucha to see the place from which the refugees came to him in Krakow.

- I told Kevin and Kasia a lot about Bucha, and they dreamed of seeing my garden, our house, my library and the books I had been working on. And they fulfilled their promise, though this visit was hard to arrange as musicians of their level have their schedules planned down to the last minute.

They arrived a day before the concert. Before the visit, I asked Kevin what he would like to taste from Ukrainian cuisine.

Kevin ordered borshch and ate two whole plates. And after we had returned from our tour of Bucha, he asked for borshch again

Kevin also visited Vorzel’ and its «Uvarovsky House» Museum of History and Culture (where Borys Lyatoshynsky’s memorial exposition is located - Author) and even played Lyatoshynsky on the museum piano, paying respects to his favourite composer.

Kevin Kenner confessed that the situation with the war in Ukraine has forced him to become a «soldier of music», as Rostropovich said, and to fight Russian aggression and disinformation.

- I have stopped performing Russian music since the beginning of these terrible events, - Kevin Kenner says. - I also encouraged my students and the musicians I know to replace the pieces of Russian composers in their repertoire with Ukrainian works, which most pianists had never even heard of. Among others, I urged them to pay attention to Viktor Kosenko’s works, whose formidable level makes them worthy to perform worldwide. I think that this is a great opportunity to prove to everyone that Ukrainian music is not inferior, it speaks for itself louder than any words.

My interest in Ukraine was stirred up by Putin’s assertions of Ukraine not being a legitimate state and that Ukrainian language and culture are supposedly nothing more than shades of much clearer Russian language and culture. These statements have caused a scandal in the world discourse, made me very suspicious and sparked my interest towards learning Ukrainian history and culture.

I supported the decision of the International Music Federation to suspend the International Tchaikovsky Competition. Because it is wrong - applauding the Russian musicians, exalting the Russian music culture, and simultaneously expressing our concern about Russia trying to commit cultural genocide on its neighbour.

«In Poland, I’ve experienced a turning point: I had outlived the old but had not found the new within»

Yulia Berezhko-Kaminska returned home a year after her evacuation from Bucha but she confesses she still dreams about «her» home in Krakow.

- I had been getting used to the bed for so long over there until I bought the same pillow I had at home - before sleep I needed to imagine for at least a moment that I was in my room. And after returning to Bucha, I couldn’t come to my senses for a week: I was thinking of Krakow the whole time. It is now my hometown as well.

Shortly afterwards, the house in Krakow, where Yulia and her children had found shelter, became a centre of Ukrainian culture.

- Kevin and Kasia gave us the opportunity to not just live but to invite Ukrainians over and arrange music and poetry evenings, - the heroine reminisces. - That house has a rather spacious hall with two grand pianos. A month after our relocation to Krakow we began giving concerts and streaming them on Facebook.

I have also written an essay called «Communion»: how we, Ukrainians, having found ourselves in such a difficult life situation, returned to our normal lives thanks to these musical evenings. For a long time, we were afraid to live, drink wine, or even taste candy since we thought it would be a crime against people in Mariupol, who had nothing to eat. Poetry and music pulled us out of this.

Yulia says that there, in the Krakow apartment, she had been born for the second time:

- My «Gravitation of the Word» book was brought to me in Krakow - I sent it into print two days before the war. The book was first presented in Poland but I felt a certain turning point in my art, as if I had outlived the old but had not found the new within. Alongside this, my personal life has also changed- I got divorced during the war, and when I left Ukraine, I met my 40s. It is a turning point for a woman to realise that you are not the way you were before - but what are you now?

In Krakow, Yulia could not write for a while, but then essays began to be born as if ice was melting from her soul.

In her first essay «Krakow - Bucha» Tram» the woman described her experience and outlined the moments from her return home where the garden would blossom, a dog would jump and a cat would meow from the tree, the animals she had not seen for over a year (they remained with her ex-husband in Ukraine). She visualised how she would run into her room, walk through the whole house, and meet her old life:

- We came back exactly when the garden blossomed, - Yulia smiles. - And the tram that would rumble outside my windows in Krakow (it took a couple of months to get used to the fact that it was the rumbling from the tram, not the war) - I imagined I could get onto it and it would take me home. And when Kevin and Kasia appeared at my doorstep in Bucha, I told them so: «Well, the tram from Krakow to Bucha has arrived!»

Over the year in Poland, Yulia Kaminska-Berezhko has created several books. The idea behind «The Rhyme War», which included poetry from over 80 Ukrainian poets, was born in Krakow, where it was compiled, wrapped up and presented in May 2024 in Kyiv. The «Ukrainians in Poland: A Rescue Story» book was prepared for print in Krakow, Yulia cooperated with the Institute of Literature of Poland while creating the book. Berezhko has already managed to create a new book with the same institution called «Reflections on the Most Important» - translations of radio performances of modern Polish authors to Ukrainian, made in her edition. Yulia has many cultural plans regarding Poland. After all, someone has to build these cultural bridges between us.

- Today I feel colossally thankful to life. After all I’ve been through, I realise that life - is a big miracle, - Yulia concludes. - And I’m also thankful to Kevin and Kasia, who essentially have given me faith in people and that the good must win.

Photos from the private archive of heroes

«I have never even considered leaving my country. To reside temporarily in another region? It has already happened to me once, and I have had enough. I understood that the only way out was to go and get rid of the occupants of my land. I had waited 8 years for the opportunity to get back at them».

This is how 32-year-old Olga Bigar describes her feelings in the first days of the full-scale Russian invasion when she and her two younger brothers went to the recruitment office. Olga is an artillerist, officer of the Armed Forces of Ukraine, deputy battalion commander and head of a joint fire support group. Call sign - «The Witch» because, as Olga says herself, she can «set the sky on fire».

How to set the sky on fire

- You once said that the beginning of the full-scale war with Russia was a relief for you in a certain way. What did you mean by that?

- I understood the imminence of this war. And the anticipation of death, as it is well known, is worse than death itself. When it all began, it was a kind of relief because this time Russia invaded openly, and we were able to respond properly. Until February 2022 Russian troops that occupied the territories in Donbas did not wear chevrons - formally, «they were not there». In the eyes of the international community, this was rather an inner conflict, and we could not retaliate properly.

I saw with my own eyes everything that happened in Donbas in 2014, as I am from Kramatorsk myself. I participated in resisting the occupants. I brought my close ones to Kyiv and enrolled in a law faculty because I realised one has to know how to defend one’s rights. I already had a degree in neurobiology at that moment. Studying for my second degree, I worked in law firms and then opened my own company. In 2016 I also gave birth to my son.

I enjoyed my job but knew well that I would enlist when the great war began.

- Did your mother and brothers enlist as well?

- On February 25th, our whole family went to the recruitment office. Now we serve in various units of the Defence Forces: One brother - a combat medic, another - a scout. Our mother also serves in the AFU (Armed Forces of Ukraine)

As for me, I did not choose the branch of the military - most of the enlisted people ended up in Territorial Defence at the beginning of the great war. I became deputy commander of an infantry company. Later I was in charge of a platoon, and after the Kyiv campaign, we had our first serious military operation on the outskirts of Bakhmu.

I learned a lot - both in theory and in practice. I became a mortarwoman. Four mortar operators were assigned to my platoon, and I saw how a well-constructed fire control system could change the situation on the battlefield. That is why I put my efforts into fire support. Some people might find it hard but for me, it was simultaneously easy and interesting.

- Do artillerists work with numbers and calculations?

- Knowledge in mathematics (thanks biological faculty), topography and topogeodezie are required. There is no higher maths here but there is trigonometry: you calculate the ballistics and distances.

These are the same sines, cosines and cotangents you learn at school and think you will never need in real life. But this knowledge is vital to an artillerist

A shell bursts - and you need to adjust this shell, calculate the angle by which it deviated, measure it down to a thousandth, transfer it to the map, and determine how to adjust the firing settings. We already have unique automated systems but we still perform the initial calculations ourselves. We adjust not just one fire asset, but several simultaneously.

One time, I had ten firing positions simultaneously. An enemy assault is underway. I plan the fire, adjust it, distribute targets, give commands to fire, record the hit emplacements and keep all the statistics. The drone footage often leaves much to be desired, but you have to determine the coordinates of the explosion, remember who fired, quickly provide corrections, and promptly record all this in the log. In front of me are several monitors, a radio, a headset - and I simultaneously perform calculations, write down coordinates, and respond on the radio…

Skills are honed gradually. Initially, I had three mortars, then six, and then we got cannons. Since we don't have weekends or holidays, the process of learning and working is virtually continuous. My resting time is spent going to check the positions. To fire the mortars myself, check the condition of the weapons and arrange the dugouts. This is also part of my duties.

- Mortars are very heavy. Do you often lift them yourself?

- Of course. But you have to understand that I do not move the mortars on my own. It is usually transported to places within driving distance and then pulled by quadricycles or my comrades and I pull it with belts.

There are many nuances to this work but I manage. In the Autumn of 2023, I temporarily became the acting fire support officer, and in December, I became the deputy battalion commander for artillery.

- You mentioned that sometimes a mortar operator has to perform precision work to avoid hitting their own troops. What situations are you referring to?

- The war has changed now: it is no longer manoeuvrable but positional. We are in defence, and the distance between our trenches and that of the enemy can measure up to 25 meters. According to doctrine, artillery is prohibited from working with large calibres at distances of less than 400 meters. But if the enemy takes a position as close as possible to ours, I take responsibility for measures to cover our infantry, and then we work like surgeons. We calculate 10,000 times, make a few precise shots, and keep the position under our control. The battle may seem chaotic from the outside, but in reality, it is a complex and carefully planned process.

- What is the most difficult for you in the war?

- When there is no communication with the position, and you realise you might lose people. As a commander, you understand that if this has happened, it means the work was done incorrectly, and it is your mistake. And even if it's not your fault, it's still hard to tell yourself that it's normal to lose personnel.

The hardest part is when it concerns guys aged 20-25 - they remind me of my younger brothers. Recently, one of our best grenade launcher commanders came under fire, and I reacted too emotionally; my hands were trembling. My subordinates should not see me in this state.

A lot depends on the mood and behaviour of the commander, especially if it is the first battle for some of the subordinates.

About 70 per cent of people experience stress from the first battle similarly: they seem to withdraw into a shell. They are unable to process information or follow orders. Instinct tells them to run - it doesn't matter where.

In such a situation, a calm commander who smiles, reassures and even jokes can play a crucial role. Say there is a soldier at my position, and we are adjusting the mortar. Then the shelling starts. I understand that if the first shell fell a hundred meters from us, the second will also miss. But the third one might hit. So we have three minutes to retreat to the positions.

I tell the soldier to take down the tube, but he can't do it - his hands are shaking, he's panicking. I calmly sit on the ground, showing by my demeanour that nothing extraordinary is happening, and begin to calm him down. Even if the enemy hits our position or the roof is on fire, we don't panic: we put on masks, cover our faces with wet cloth and wait for the shelling to end so we can calmly exit.

- Do you get scared at all?

- Yes. I remember when one position reported that three enemy GEDs (guided aerial bombs. - Author) were headed towards another position, everything inside me froze, and I caught my breath... I quickly mobilised the evacuation teams and told them to take crowbars and pickaxes with them. So that if someone got buried, we could dig them out.

«Attitude towards women in the army has changed»

- Have you, as a female commander, ever faced prejudice or sexism?

- Until 2016 there have not been any military jobs for women in the Ukrainian army. Since the beginning of the full-scale war, there has been a large number of young NATO-oriented commanders, and the attitude towards women in the army has changed.

But, undoubtedly, sometimes I do hear things like: «Female commander? Well, well». However, I do not take it personally. Not all people are educated and have good manners. And if you are too sensitive and can not turn the situation into a joke, it means the army is not for you.

- There is a video on social networks where you can be seen polishing your nails under a gel light in the middle of a war zone.

- Actually, I hate doing this. But it's necessary. A manicure in wartime is not a matter of beauty, but first and foremost, convenience. Gel polish better protects the nail plate from the cold and injuries, from aggressive substances you use to clean weapons. On adrenaline, you might not even notice getting injured. You might hit your hand, fall, sorry for the details, on a corpse. Then you scrape yourself out of there, your hands are in the dirt, and there's nowhere to wash them... When nails are protected by gel polish, the likelihood that the skin underneath will survive is higher.

Long nails perform many practical functions. For example, it is easy to cut open a gunpowder package using them. Recently, I used a long nail to remove a splinter from my leg... And nail polish and gel lamps are also necessary for sealing plastic or soldering some parts.

- You are saying adrenaline blocks off the feeling of pain. How does it happen?

- Your heart rate increases on adrenaline, and it feels like you can do anything. The state itself is cool, euphoric. But eventually, what we call the comedown sets in.

The last time I came under «Grad» rocket fire in Chasiv Yar, I was able to run 10 kilometres afterwards on adrenaline. However, after that, I completely crashed - I slept for three hours and did not hear the enemy hitting us with GEDs. This is the comedown - the body takes its toll.

After this, for about two weeks, you are in a terrible mood, you can not eat or sleep, you feel nauseous and have headaches. In such moments, staying at the company's location and loading yourself with routine work is better. And if you are given time off, go to your family later - when you have recovered psychologically.

- You have a seven-year-old son. You said you sometimes feel the need to distance yourself from your close ones, even your child. What does it mean?

- It may sound wild, but I realise that I could die. My life is currently dedicated to the state, not my family. And my efforts are aimed at making my son as independent as possible. So that if something happens to me, he can cope relatively well.

Another point is that it is not always right to share your mood and state with a child who is still psychologically immature. Before going to see my son, I try to clear as much military-related stuff from my mind as possible.

- Since the beginning of the full-scale war, you have placed the interests of the state above your own. Why? What does Ukraine mean to you?

- For me, Ukraine is not just certain boundaries on topographic and geographic maps. It is a cultural code. It is traditions, language and inventions. We have much to be proud of.

At the same time, when Ukrainians go to Poland, Germany or the UK, they are pleasantly surprised by the perfect roads and quality of life. When we go to NATO bases for training, we are impressed by how all their processes are organised. So, I am fighting for us to be able to build the same comfort, peace, and democracy in our own country.

But first, we need to defeat the enemy. We will only be able to live and develop normally if we separate ourselves from Russia and Belarus with barbed wire and a 10-kilometre mined zone. We need to drive the occupiers from our land. And my comrades and I are actively working on this.

Photos from Olga Bigar’s private archive

Is there a point in pro-Ukrainian protests in a provincial town? Olga Filipova doubted: is it at all worth it to initiate any public activity outside of Portugal’s capital? Today each Ukrainian protest in Coimbra is a noticeable and significant event. And it is thanks to the small-town activists that Russian propagandists in Portugal are talked about in the first columns of the national media.

«I have always felt the need to act»

Olga came to Portugal in 2001. At that time, the country was in dire need of labour force, and tens of thousands of Ukrainians headed south to Europe to build houses and roads. Among them was Olga's partner at the time. Once, while visiting him on vacation, she decided not to return.

She studied at a local university, worked, raised her daughter and did not engage in particularly active pursuits. Everything changed during the Revolution of Dignity. Without any skills or experience in public work, Olga organised the first protests intuitively because she felt it was impossible to remain silent:

- I started doing something in 2013. When Maidan began, we set out to organise similar «Maidans» in Coimbra. But I had no experience in doing it at all back then. That is why we just picketed ourselves, 5-6 friends. We also went on a protest when the Russians occupied Crimea. That time I did it somewhat more organised. Even the media came to write and record stories about us. But anyway, there were 20 of us at most.

For some time, Olga lived in Berlin and fought for the closure of the «Russian House of Science and Culture» (Russisches Haus der Wissenschaft und Kultur) - also purely intuitively - together with friends in her free time. It was Olga who initiated the push in the prolonged struggle against this propaganda centre, which was later taken up by larger organisations. Today, the issue of its closure is being discussed in the Bundestag, and at the beginning of last year, the institution was investigated by the German prosecutor's office.

After the full-scale invasion began, Olga returned to Coimbra. She missed the large-scale rallies like those she attended in Berlin. However, she did not see the lack of such rallies in Coimbra as a reason for disappointment, but rather as motivation to organise them herself:

- I started by realising that it was important to understand our target audience. These were the Portuguese people to whom we wanted to convey something. It was important for me to understand where they stand in terms of understanding this war, what they expect, and generally what they need. So the first event we organised was Free Hugs from Ukraine. I just called my friends, and we stood in the middle of Coimbra's tourist street with a sign that said «Free Hugs from Ukraine». People came up to us and hugged us. And I asked them what they thought, how they thought the war would end, how they saw Ukraine's victory, why it was important to them, or the opposite, what they knew, what they didn't know.

The loud voice of the minority

- Coimbra is a city of students. It has a high concentration of educational institutions and various youth organisations. In this town, conveniently located between Lisbon and Porto, there are slightly fewer than 150 thousand people. According to official data, there are about 600 Ukrainians among them. The key to how such a small community manages to keep attention on itself for over two years lies in consistency and integration into the local context.

Olga says that the consistency of the actions not only reminds the Portuguese about the war. The persistence with which Ukrainians take to the streets also demonstrates that this people do not intend to give up:

- The most important thing is to show the Portuguese that we are not tired, that we are confident in Ukraine's victory. Because as soon as we disappear from their sight, they think: «Listen, well, maybe they are tired, maybe they would not mind if Russia occupied them because that would be better than losing their lives». I see that there are already many people who think in a way like: «I would give up my house to stay alive».

They can not possibly understand that being occupied by the Russians - is tantamount to being raped, losing your whole identity, everything you had. That is why we have to come out and show that we do not want that

The second component of the effectiveness of Coimbra's events is understanding what information the Portuguese are willing and not willing to accept and from which angle it is easiest to reach them. Although Olga lived in Portugal for a long time, it took a lot of time and effort to come to this understanding.

The activist realised that most Portuguese people genuinely believe that Russians are victims of Putin's regime. She also noticed that Portuguese citizens greatly value culture. On the one hand, this makes it difficult to explain to an average Coimbra resident why attending a Russian ballet performance means supporting the war against Ukraine. On the other hand, this is also a topic that can be used to reach people:

- I took it upon myself to convey this idea and organise Ukrainian cultural events. So that it does not look like a bunch of Ukrainians are here wanting to remove culture, but on the contrary, we want to bring culture. That is, we show that it's not about cultural cancelling, it's about the fact that there are things that are not timely. And if you want culture, we can show you beautiful, good, kind culture. For example, Yulia Holub, a folk-jazz singer from Lisbon, and I organised a concert last year. It was a cultural program - and the Portuguese, who love culture, came to watch. But after each song, she told a little story about the war.

It was very important, we reached their minds with songs. For them, it was not like someone wanted to persuade them into believing something against their will

Moreover, Olga spends a lot of time searching for fresh verified information, facts, and studies which are necessary for communicating with foreigners. The Portuguese, to whom our war is foreign, are mostly not ready to take things at face value and may attribute the radicalism of their interlocutor's statements to emotionality due to their experience. She had to learn to acknowledge the existence of good Russians and the occasional value of Russian culture in her dialogue with the Portuguese:

- Here, you have to be very careful not to appear discriminatory. You can say: «Yes, you know, there really are good Russians» (laughs). But we need to avoid saying that we know that good Russians are not visible in thermal imaging. To ordinary people, you need to say: «Yes, there are, but you know, here are the statistics - 77 per cent of Russians support the war». About culture, I learned to say: «Yes, of course, there are some cultural stories. Yes, we can not cancel it. But some things are not timely. Think about whether it would be okay if, during the Nazi occupation, we started promoting German ballets on the stages of Europe under attack. Well, probably not. But after some time, after the war, after denazification, after all this, it would be okay». And then they understand.

Ciao, professor

One of Olga’s most significant achievements - the dismissal of a Russian propagandist from the University of Coimbra.

Since 2012, Professor Vladimir Pliasov has collaborated with the «Russkiy Mir» Foundation (translated from Russian as «Russian World»). A Ukrainian, Vyacheslav Medvedev, who studies at this university, noticed after the start of the full-scale invasion that the flags of the Russian organisation still hung on the university premises. Moreover, they were placed directly opposite the blue and yellow flags and posters in solidarity with Ukraine. After contacting the rector's office, the enemy’s colours were eventually removed, but it turned out to be just the beginning. Sometime later, a stand with the inscription «the greatest Russian writers» appeared on the faculty wall, suggesting works for students to read. Among the collective Tolstoyevsky and the usurped Gogol, there were also Eduard Limonov and Zakhar Prilepin.

Eduard Limonov was a Russian politician with Ukrainian roots who denied Ukraine’s sovereignty and the distinctiveness of the Ukrainian people. Zakhar Prilepin is a Russian propagandist who fought against Ukraine from 2016 to 2018 as part of the «DNR» terrorist organisation and later boasted in interviews with Russian journalists that his unit «killed large numbers of people».

Together with Vyacheslav, a student at the University of Coimbra, the activist wrote a comprehensive article containing a series of arguments unequivocally proving that the pro-Russian professor was engaged in propaganda activities. Although the mere mention of Prilepin would have been enough to cause an uproar, Olga and Vyacheslav had to prove that this was neither an error nor a coincidence:

- We presented various facts. We showed that he distributed St. George ribbons. There are video materials where, in an interview, he responds about the annexed Crimea: «You do not understand the historical context and what’s there... Who are Ukrainians anyway?» There were plenty of his articles on the site where he explicitly wrote that the Ukrainian language is a dialect.

Olga's revealing article was published in a small publication, after which the well-known historian and journalist in Portugal, José Milhazes, took notice of the story, followed by the national media.

The professor was quickly fired and it caused a huge uproar in the Russian community in Portugal

The Russian diaspora, whose activity usually limits itself to comments on Facebook, even managed to organise a petition to reinstate the professor. But this did not help.

«We have to act, show and tell wherever we are»

Olga is convinced: whether in the capital, a small town, or even a village, there is always something for Ukrainian activists to do. Although she initially doubted whether it made sense to unfold activities in Coimbra:

- I had this question regarding Coimbra. Say, why do anything in a small town if the parliament is in Lisbon, and all the embassies are in the Portuguese capital? Then I realised that sometimes such events in small towns have a bigger impact. Last year, on the anniversary of the full-scale invasion, we had a small event - about 300 people. But for Coimbra, it looked like a massive event. And it was widely covered in the media.

That is why I believe that if your heart and soul desire to do something, you should do it regardless of where you are

Moreover, it should be remembered that voters, who will determine whether a pro-Russian populist comes to power, do not only live in the capital. Their public demand will also influence the government's course. So even if there is an opportunity to tell at least ten people about Ukraine - it is worth it.

Olga has three simple pieces of advice for those who aspire to lead a Ukrainian movement in their city or village but can not bring themselves to do it:

1. Do not be embarrassed to turn to more experienced colleagues for help (her included);

2. Properly investigate the habits and moods of the target audience. If you already have local friends - you should ask them for advice on what works best in their country for various goals.

3. Research the laws on conducting public events, fundraising, and other activities and abide thoroughly.

And if you do not have the desire or opportunity to fully dedicate yourself to activism, you can simply continue telling everyone you know in the new country about Ukraine. However, it is important not just to share any news, but to choose verified information and ensure that the way we speak about Ukraine publicly creates a positive image of the country. Any communication with the local population abroad should pass a control question: «Will this person, having learned new information, want to support Ukraine on its path to victory?».

- Every Ukrainian has this mission to convey something. We can not turn into Russians and say that we are small people and that we can not do anything. We must convey that Europe needs Ukraine, possibly even more than Ukraine needs Europe. But this has to be explained with facts. Because sometimes people do not think about what they are saying.

Protests, concerts, marches, solo pickets, or flash mobs - all forms of attracting the global community’s attention are critically necessary for Ukraine, as with each passing day the level of attention from Western media to Ukraine decreases. According to a study by the NGO Brand Ukraine, in 2023, the number of articles about Ukraine in foreign online publications alone was 20 per cent less than the previous year. Regular public opinion research by Eurobarometer consistently records a decline in support for Ukraine among EU citizens each quarter. For example, the latest report notes that six per cent fewer people are willing to see Ukrainian refugees in their country compared to the summer of 2022, and eight per cent fewer people currently agree with providing military support.

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